Season III Chapter 04

The Cathedral

The messenger arrived four days later, on an exhausted horse, with a sealed letter in a satchel he had not, at any point in the last two days, allowed off his person.

He was not from Krypton. That was the first thing Raven understood when the runner brought him under the awning of the command tent, because the seal on the letter was not the kingdom's seal and the man's livery was not military. He wore the plain travel clothes of a man who had been sent quickly and carefully by a household with no formal claim on a Major's attention. The household had nevertheless decided that the Major's attention was the only attention worth seeking, which told Raven, before he had even broken the seal, that whatever was inside the letter had already exhausted the household's other options.

The seal, when he turned it under the lamp, was small and simple — a stylized feather, pressed in plain wax, with no kingdom's mark anywhere on it. He had seen the seal twice before in his life, both times on pieces of correspondence that had ended in old men who knew old things sitting at his elbow, telling him things the war room would not, on its own, ever have asked.

You're from Darklume.

Raven

Yes, sir.

Messenger

Sit. Eat. Speak when you've had a swallow. The letter can wait the length of a cup.

Raven

The messenger sat. The messenger drank. The messenger did not eat — he was past the kind of tiredness in which food was useful — but he composed himself, in the small careful way of a man who had been raised to do things in the right order. When he finally spoke he did not start with the letter. He started, the way a man starts when he has been carrying news in his head longer than he has been carrying it on paper, with the names.

Sir. I serve at Darklume Cathedral. Under Silas Grimshaw. I was sent on the morning after… on the morning after the night when things changed.

Messenger

What changed?

Ryder

The messenger looked at Ryder, then at Raven, then at the cup in his hand, and he set the cup down very carefully on the corner of the desk before he answered. Ryder had seen that gesture before. It was the gesture of a man making sure he would not break something while he was speaking, because he was not certain his own hands could be trusted at the moment.

The people, sir. The people in our region. They have begun to change.

Messenger

Empty? The way the soldiers in our medical tent are empty?

Raven

No, sir. That's why I was sent. They aren't empty. That's the part I — that's the part Silas told me to make you understand. They aren't gone. They're here. They're awake. They talk. They eat. They go about their day. But they aren't… right.

Messenger

He paused. He shaped the next sentence with care.

They're aware. They greet each other in the morning. They use their own names. They remember where their houses are. But they don't — they don't want what they used to want. They've stopped — Silas put it like this, sir, and I'm trying to say it the way he said it — they've stopped belonging to themselves. They go where something tells them to go. They wait for things they cannot describe. They gather in the evenings, more of them every week, in places they didn't used to gather.

Messenger

Gathering for what?

Ryder

The messenger looked up. He took a breath he plainly did not want to take.

They say something is coming.

Messenger

The tent went quiet. Raven did not move. Ryder felt, somewhere beneath his discipline, the small hard lurch of a soldier whose private understanding of a situation has just been confirmed by a stranger who could not possibly have known what he had been carrying.

What do they say is coming?

Raven

That's the part they can't say, sir. Or won't. They look at you when you ask, and they say something, and they smile. They don't seem to be afraid. That's the worst part. They don't seem to be afraid. They've made room in themselves for whatever's coming, and they're ready to greet it when it arrives.

Messenger

Raven took the letter from the satchel. He broke the seal. He read it once, in the lamplight, with a face that did not change. He read it a second time. He folded it, carefully, along the same crease the courier had folded it along, and he handed it back across the desk.

Tell Silas Grimshaw we're coming.

Raven

The messenger nodded, and stood, and his knees nearly went, because he had been holding a long ride in his legs and had only now been given permission to set it down. Ryder caught his elbow without thinking and steadied him, and the messenger thanked him with the kind of polite mortification of a man who would not have allowed his body to fail in any room he had remained on duty in. Raven did not stand. He was already sketching, on the corner of the desk, the route the column would take.

Lieutenant. We march at dawn. We do not abandon Shadowglade. We leave a containment force here — your most reliable men, six of them, under the corporal you trust most. The forest will continue to work whether or not we are here. We need it to keep working in a way we can return to. The rest of us go to Darklume.

Raven

Sir. What did the letter say?

Ryder

Raven looked up at him. There was no trace of the earlier strategic satisfaction in his face; whatever he had read had emptied the satisfaction out of him in a way none of the season's previous events had managed. He answered Ryder plainly. He had always answered Ryder plainly. It was, in his command, the smallest courtesy he believed in.

Silas wrote that the people at Darklume have begun to gather at the cathedral doors at night. Not to enter. To stand. He wrote that on the third night of the gathering, the doors moved on their hinges, by themselves, from the outside, and that no hand was on them. He wrote that on the fifth night, his own faithful — the people who pray with him, the people who have stood with him in that building for years — began to look at him the way the strangers at the doors were looking at the doors. He wrote that he is the only person in the cathedral who is not yet looking. He wrote that he is afraid he is going to be next.

Raven

Sir.

Ryder

He wrote one more thing. He wrote it at the bottom of the page, in the same hand as the rest of the letter, but it had been written later — the ink was a different age. He wrote: something is preparing to be seen here.

Raven

Ryder did not, after that, ask any more questions. He went out to ready the column. Raven sat alone in the command tent with the letter in his hand and stared, for a long minute, at the corner of the page where the older ink met the newer ink.

He had, in his career, read a great many letters. He had, in his career, read very few that had told him so plainly that he was no longer running the engagement.

The column moved at dawn. The forest let them go.

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